Hope everything is going well in America! things here in cambodia are incredible! it rained a ton this week! and some of the streets are starting to flood! also, this week was pretty nice, cause it was pretty cool.
it was a pretty great week-full of miracles, and tender mercies! so awesome! we have this new investigator, srei noc. she lives with her aunt at a resturant they own, and she has a super strong desire to learn. its super awesome, because even though she can't read, she listens to her cousin read the book of mormon and the pamphets we give her! shes so awesome.
this week, one of our wards had a baptism. the boy was 8 years old! it was super cool because it hit me that were not just here to baptize converts. were here to baptize converts so they can create the foundation of strong generations of families to recieve exhaltaion. we got a little taste of that, seeing this family who was baptized 10 years ago, and have been super strong ever since, beginning to create their legacy in Christ. super beautiful
sorry, dont have a lot of time this week! hope you all have good week:)
love sis smith
and...some paragraphs from a letter written to mom:
'My health is perfect!!! I have been so blessed to not get sick at all, not even a little bit. we are super careful with our food, and my khmae comp right now is uber uber safe with food and knows how to tell if its safe or not. So im good.
Discouragement wise, im actually doing way good. the language is the hardest part. i have so much i want to say, but i dont know how to say it. I have only had like maybe 2 or 3 days where the mission was really hard. but other than that, i am super happy. im not just saying that. cambodia is fun. and its beautiful. and the people are incredible. and the gospel is so happy. mos 18 (i think its that chapter, and idk what verse) talks about how beautiful the waters of mormon are to those who came to know the gosepl there, and this is so true. im coming to know the gospel in a much for real way here in cambodia, and i love cambodia and the people with my whole heart. i didnt know my heart was this big. and i think where we come to know the gospel, we cant help but be happy. and i kinda explained a little bit above, but truly, any time i am discouraged, heavenly father sends an angel. mom. its crazy. i can literally feel the angels surrounding me, and going before my face, on my right hand and on my left. its one of the coolest things.
i think the hardest part is when we go visit members, or recent converts or investigators or less actives, and they talk to us about their trials. last night, we had a super cool, super personal experience. we went to a members house, not really thinking much of it, because they are a super strong family, and we just stopped by right before we went to eat with a different member. and we went at the exact right time, because just a couple days before some crazy hard things have been happening to this family.it was us to missionaries, a member youth that came with us that is preparing to go on a mission, a grandpa and a grandma, and a mom all sitting in a circle on the ground, and they were sharing what they were going through. and i didnt even understand all of it.but my heart was breaking, and we were all holding hands, and we got to testify to these incredible members the promise of eternal families, and of the atonement, and how christ would truly make everything right in the end, and my comp shared an amazing miracle that happened with her family, and mom. it was the coolest thing i have ever been a part of. this gospel is so true. and these people are so amazing. so its hard because i want to understand everything, and i want to know how to say everything i want to say to help them, and i want to make all their problems go away. i have to remind myself i can never take away their problems, but i am giving them the next best thing-and thats the gospel. and thats the most anyone can ever do. so its actually way good.
i feel super safe!! we are home every night by 7:30 at the latest, and at night we just avoid allyways and dark places and the elders escort us home. and i hope you know i am not reckless. i know that i am protected because i am a missionary, but i am completely obedient. because obedience is safety. and i super listen to the Holy Ghost, bc i know he will warn me of any danger. but i havent even had one experience where i didnt feel remotely unsafe. so dont worry. like, i am super super super safe.
I have been so blessed. There hasnt been one night where I have laid in bed missing home or missing my family or missing you or anything. i feel your love and support so strongly, and i love the mission more than anything. every night i pour our my heart to heavenly father in gratitude because i am so thankful for this gospel, and for his love, and for his plan for my, and for his plan for each one of us, and that i get to have a hand in it, and that he is allowing me to be a missionary. this is exactly where i want to be. literally, im already so sad that somehow i have been here for almost 2 months, because i never want to leave!! '